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👤 Michael
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
I am a proud Christian: I LOVE JESUS CHRIST!
I am also a firm believer in 6-Day Biblical Creationism.
📅 Age: 18
Hobbies: Graphic Design and drawing cartoons.
🎨 Favorite style of art: Computer Art/Digital Media
🎵 Favorite genre of music: Anything that sounds good
📺 Operating System: Windows 8.1
🏠 Current Residence: Kansas City (USA)

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I know it's not normal for me to talk about personal issues, I pretty much never have on here anyway but here goes... Also, ANY prayers and/or anything are greatly appreciated.

There's this very special person in my life. I've known them for almost 2 years. They don't live around here. Yet it seems I care more about this person than anyone I've ever met. They are so special to me. Up until recently (when this person has begun to ignore me quite a bit), we used to talk almost every day, all day. And they are now suffering from depression and thinking about and considering suicide. They have practically begged me to stop caring about them, but I refuse to. They say no one cares about them anymore, that they don't fit in on this world so they want out. I know it is their depression talking and thinking these untrue things. But that doesn't change things. Seems they'd rather die and be potentially worse off, and make their loved ones worse off, than to deal with the issues and be back to their normal self. In fact, in not too terribly long, the person would likely be freed from it. It's a common, yet serious, form of depression that almost never lasts more than a few years.

Unless you've been through that, or know a very good friend or family member that's been or is going through it, you have no idea what it's like for me, or them, to deal with it. They are 100% different when they get sad. This person is one of my very best friends ever and they need help. I've tried, they won't listen to me.

They don't seem to be willing to tell someone about what's going on. And since this person has put trust in me and has told me a little bit about what they're going through... I can't do anything physically about it... cause they don't live here. SO I let one of that person's friends know about it. And she doesn't know what to do either. And this person found out I've been talking to their friend about it and now this person is upset with me. I've been taught all my life if someone's suffering, I gotta SPEAK UP about it. Otherwise, I'd be one of the only people that knows about this. And if something happened and I didn't tell someone.. well.. I don't know how I could live with myself. For ruining a chance at helping this person when they need it most.

I've been on the verge of depression a couple times lately, including today because of it. But I know what depression does to a person so I am fighting the feeling off of me. I NEED HELP! Any prayers or anything you're willing to give, whether in secret or right here on deviantART would be GREATLY appreciated. I am so scared to lose this person. I don't know if I could live with myself if anything happened to them.
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: my computer's fans
  • Reading: This journal entry
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: nothing.
  • Eating: not that hungry.
  • Drinking: water

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:iconalex8908:
alex8908 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New member
Thanks for the +fav !! Hug 
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:iconlennv:
lennv Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  New member
Hi Michael,

I found the blue cross icon (Metro UI) and want to use it for our bible club Facebook group. Can I do that?
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:icondakirby309:
dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sure, feel free :) thanks for asking.
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:icontkdkbw:
tkdkbw Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Student Artist
Love your windows concept :)
Very well designed
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:icondakirby309:
dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks :)
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PeterRollar Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanx for the :iconfavplz:

Glad you like it:D (Big Grin)

:icontimmy64plz::icontimmy64plz::icontimmy64plz::icontimmy64plz:
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Master-User Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014
Tanks For The Fave!
:tank: :tank: :tank: :tank: :tank: :tank: :tank: +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav +fav 
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yasirnajeep Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014
thanks 
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shaylannnia Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Are you giving out premium membership?
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:icondakirby309:
dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Uhm, no.. What gave you that idea? =P
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shaylannnia Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I just really want it so badly
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:icondakirby309:
dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:( well sorry, I'm not giving them out (Premium Membership isn't that great imo anyway haha)
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neiio Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Thanks for the fav on Dash Windows 7 Theme! :w00t:
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dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Of course :D it's nice
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rombusevilbones Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014
Hey Michael! I want to get in touch with you, please send me an email to iberparodisiri at gmail dot com

I'm developing an android app and would like to use one of your icons

greetings!
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catazarch Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014  Professional General Artist
thanks for the visit! :3
+watch
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dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Haha :D I like to visit lots of visitors! thanks for the watch =P
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PeterRollar Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! Thanks for the +fav:icongrin--plz:
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neiio Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
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cigarette-ego Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Nice work dude
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:icondakirby309:
dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks! :)
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Dethedrus Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014
Michael you're killing us... please release those amazing flat icons! :)
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dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sorry, tons to worry about that's school-related lately. Last semester of Senior year, I gotta really work! ;) The set should hopefully not be too much longer... hopefully
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Enatias Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014   Digital Artist
although I use windows 7. I adore your icons!
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dAKirby309 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks, good to know! :D
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